I Have a Confession

I tried to kill the pain


but only brought more


so much more


I lay dying


and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal


I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming


am I too lost to be saved


am I too lost?





my God my tourniquet


return to me salvation


my God my tourniquet


return to me salvation





do you remember me


lost for so long


will you be on the other side


or will you forget me


I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming


am I too lost to be saved


am I too lost?





my God my tourniquet


return to me salvation


my God my tourniquet


return to me salvation





I want to die!!!





my God my tourniquet


return to me salvation


my God my tourniquet


return to me salvation





my wounds cry for the grave


my soul cries for deliverance


will I be denied Christ


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my suicide