I Have a Confession

i am happy today dont know why... my life is not going well my personal life is totaly destroyed and my proffesional life also not going well too.... but i am happy today i know tommorow wont be a good day for me coz nothing is going well... my past haunt me every time  every moment my job is full of stress and i am not satisfy with my job as well ....thinking to shoft my job but dont have time to apply any where :(  ...i am confuse  and sad tooo some where but i am smilling today  i think i m smilling coz i know nothing would get better but still i am alive:/ this is my life and it sucks lol..........