I Have a Confession
i am really messed up ... today have a argument with my father and i know i was wrong i miss behave i said sorry to him ...but i am confuse stub born and annoyed right now .. i want to see urooj(ex fience suffer) i want to cry i am angry same time really trying to be normal but its hard to be normal lots of think are going in my mind my family is going to arrange my marriege with a girl ame mavra she is nice but i am not over with my ex fience .... i am just dont know what to do i have gone silent in this situation..my mom ask me do u want to marry i dont know what to say i just say do what ever u want i am ok with it .. but deep down i dont know i am ok or not..my job is bit tension ba<x>se job work load is high and dont know what to do..really annoyed and really tense..just want to leave my job but i cant.... right now i want to scream so laod that all my heart sorrow all my tension all confusion would come out in my scream...i dont know what to do with my life right now should i go to forign country for a job ..should say yes to mavra for marriege what should i do i dont know .... my luck is not good i kinow bad things happen with me a lot