I Have a Confession

I am the same. I feel like I cannot be myself. When I was a kid I used to buy people stuff so I could have friends and because I really enjoy to see people happy. I still do it :(. Don't try to make people happy. Make your self happy and flip the world off. If you live in a small town move away. Go find yourself. If you already did go express yourself and live the way you want to. This might sound too teenage but we cannot live with ourselves if we fake who we are. Sometimes you just have to be selfish and pick yourself up to get on a road you want to be in. Best of luck to you.

I think while we all want to be happy, some need to find it at their own pace. Happiness is naturally contagious and often doesn't need to be forced to work...