Wherever you are tonight I want you to know that I think about you every day. I know that we had our differences and I am sorry that we couldn't work things out. It's been very difficult without you this past month and I want you to know that I still think about you. Your picture still sits on our grand piano, the one that we bought together last September. I can still smell your perfume on the keys and your chocolate thumb print that you left. I often touch it every day and wish so much that you would appear sitting beside me. I miss the sound of your voice, especially tonight. For some reason my heart hurts more than usual. I know that I was wrong to hurt you the way that I did and I know that you probably could care less. I'm not asking you for another chance, nor am I asking you to come back to me. I just want you to know that even though I can't hold you, you're always here with me in my heart and mind. I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me and for all of the times that I let you down. I'll never be able to forgive myself for all that I've done, but most of all for the fact that I'll never see you again.