I Have a Confession

She is away for a few days.

I hate being alone.

This happens much too often, I'm starting to think it's separation anxiety.

It hasn't even been a day, and I've already beaten the shit out of myself a dozen times.

I need to learn to handle it better...

But, I'm not doing very good at all, so far.

I'll keep trying, but I can't promise anything.

Because, as much as I trick myself into believing I'm okay, I break down eventually.

I just wish I could talk to someone who actually understands.