I Have a Confession
She is away for a few days.
I hate being alone.
This happens much too often, I'm starting to think it's separation anxiety.
It hasn't even been a day, and I've already beaten the shit out of myself a dozen times.
I need to learn to handle it better...
But, I'm not doing very good at all, so far.
I'll keep trying, but I can't promise anything.
Because, as much as I trick myself into believing I'm okay, I break down eventually.
I just wish I could talk to someone who actually understands.
I hate being alone.
This happens much too often, I'm starting to think it's separation anxiety.
It hasn't even been a day, and I've already beaten the shit out of myself a dozen times.
I need to learn to handle it better...
But, I'm not doing very good at all, so far.
I'll keep trying, but I can't promise anything.
Because, as much as I trick myself into believing I'm okay, I break down eventually.
I just wish I could talk to someone who actually understands.