Is it okay to have an emotional response to abortion.

Because a girl on reddit asked for others experiences of abortion. I said I was traumatised, that I kept an ultrasound of the baby beforehand, she was a girl I was ten weeks and I named her. I said the whole thing was very sickening to me. That she was there in the ultrasound then gone. I got downvoted into oblivion and my comment hidden. It was just my personal experience no one had to share it. I don’t get it. We can’t all be stoic and rational about terminating the child.