Im Unpopular

On my last post some people accused me of not being popular enough to be considered disliked. It was another way of saying your not in my circle so you dont fit in. This parallels my whole life, i was always the one person who never fit in with the rest of the crowd. Im not that good with socializing and can get pretty awkward about social situations. It goes back to a fear of rejection i got when i was a kid. But id rather be an outsider then a fake person