It's times like this that I wish I had a woman to love. But it is what it is.

@ili1981: The years of rejection

@KiwiDan: you need to raise your self esteem...

@ili1981: Doing that is difficult when you're made to feel worthless and unlovable and unwanted nearly constantly.

@KiwiDan: no one should feel like that and you should not allowing to your self to believe it..

@ili1981: It's hard to not believe it when it comes from your mother and sister constantly, regardless of what you do. As much as I want to believe in the good in people, they've done nothing to show me anything of the sort exists in females.