the hardest part of being lightly autistic (Aspergers)

i have the ability to do next to anything, and on the scurface im pretty much normal, but one of the hardest parts of my very light strain of autism is that often i just cant do stuff.
im so close to "normality", yet im going to need to find that one girl thats as patient as a saint. just needing basic guidance, reminding me to do things many take for granted "have you brushed your teeth? have you cleaned this or that?" or a hand to hold when im in a loud place and it gets too much for me. i have all these skills, yet part of me will forever be a child. often for me, the best way to escape is just words.