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I hope I make it alright.

馃毜Do you remember those times, 馃檮like when you'll go somewhere far away or someplace you never been before just to be alone. And when you have to return back home, the sun will be setting or it'll already be night. On your way you feel a sense of being alone, you know there are darkness in all sort of corners, but you still keep on moving. Hoping that you won't fall down and that you'll reach home safe.

You begin to think, what will i be doing if I'm at home right now. 馃摵Probably be watching movies and eating馃崪馃崥馃崝something in my bedroom right now, just馃摫馃毧馃毥relaxing. Or by now I'll be safe and sound tucked inside my blanket now, 馃泴sleeping soundly like everyone else. 馃殬A vehicle passes you, and as the lights馃敠shine to you, you turn your face. You then stumble upon a rock and nearly fell down on your knees, and then you said to yourself,"I need to be careful". You're hungry and thirsty and very tired. You could just lay down馃槾on the side of the road and sleep but you have to keep moving on. It's not safe out there, you convince yourself.

You then look馃檮up and the sky was clear and tonight, 馃寣the stars are bright. And as you watch and walk you saw a blinking star moving across the sky. You thought is it a shooting star, no that's a satellite or maybe a UFO. Whatever,,anyway your problems started to hit you. 馃槺All your worries and troubles, it all seems long and there's nothing you can do. 馃寜You then look up into the stars and then into space and think of the universe. You say to yourself, there are many stars and planets out there, surely ours can't be the only planet that has life.

馃槒Wow you say, the universe must be very big,"I wonder how big is God".馃槻Wait a minute, if i was Big like God and see this planet from outer space, how small our planet must be. All those trees and plants and peoples and animals. We are all very very tiny. And to think for a person like me, a tiny person to have such a huge problems of worries and troubles. Like a huge stone coming out of my chest and there's nothing i can do. 馃槱Man' if I were God I'll laugh at myself. You began to think, we are all very small compare to those stars and planets, 馃槹yea billions and billions and billions of things out there. All our problems are all like a speck of dust infront of him.

馃And God created all those things. You begin to think to yourself, is this life. My life, do i just live to馃崬馃崓survive and die old馃懘馃槆, meet馃people, get馃搩馃搲馃捈jobs, and find love馃懌. 馃槧No,,there is got to be something more than just living.馃槻I mean in the first place, God created us, we human beings and put us above all living creatures. 馃Am i forgetting him,馃檮Are we?. The one who created us. 馃槻Come on, life can't surely just evolve from the bigbang. I find that hard to believe.

And so as you are approaching home, you stood馃樁outside and look up and stare at the stars once again. You question yourself, i know that I'm going back to my life, back to reality. Am i going to live the same馃槑life or be different this time馃暫. Now I know this, I have the power to choose. 馃憡



馃槻Ya i know, this one a long ride馃槱but when you are in this kind of situation, you truly are alone. And in times like this you sometimes talk to your real self, questions that innocent side of yours. Well life's hard i know but i can't give up. You know, no matter where you look, there's always good or bad,鈽痙ark or light, in every situations and aspect of our life's. 馃檭Well i choose to live a good life. And thus my journey begins, I'm sure it's going to be a bumpy ride!!

鉁岮s the saying goes ~ Hope for the best, prepare for the worst and expect nothing.馃様
OtuLight26-30, M
馃槩Thank you all for the response, 馃槻I thought I was the only one who thinks like that. 馃槍Well I'm glad I'm not alone. I know, times are hard but let's keep hanging on to life and not give up.馃槈After all, we have come this far馃憤
SW-User
Wooww ... Most of the time I have this kind of thinking whenever I look at the sky . I love the way you've wrote it . God is so Amazing how He made everything ...it's just so perfect. No more question how He can help us to our trials , He's more than able to do it ..
You're a good writer by the way . God bless you abundantly .
Sorcha26-30, F
I love this. I know it's beyond your point but I literally experienced the scenario you were describing. Grazed my knee in the process.

You wrote this? It's lovely. Keep it up :)
OtuLight26-30, M
@Sorcha: 馃ya thanks, my English grammars ain't perfect though but anyway馃榿
Sorcha26-30, F
@OtuLight: It's really good. Good work is beyond grammar (although it does matter). Hope to read more works from you :)
OtuLight26-30, M
sure馃憤
Abbenthewarwolf18-21, M
That's nice. I would lift my head and howl mournful at the stars of the night wishing I could go back from whence I came 馃槩

 
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