What has changed? 😔

When I was about 11 or 12, before I sleep every night I would go to my parents and ask them if they were angry with me. Then I would give them a peck on their foreheads out of respect and say good night. I couldn't sleep without doing that. Now after all these years, when I spend the night at my mom's, sadly, most of the time I forget to even say good night. I feel that as a child, I was more beautiful inside 💔