do you think its normal to think about suicide

I think about it. Sometimes often. I hate the fact I am forced to conform and feel it would be better just to end it all

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Tommy · 36-40, M

It would be better to not conform.

DidIHurtYourFeelings · F

I will never conform of course, but it's hard not being able to live by the morals you value :(

Tommy · 36-40, M

Why?

DidIHurtYourFeelings · F

@Johntom: Because if you spend your whole life living a way to wake up one day to everything you love and know to change and not in a good way but a perverse sick way and be told you must accept this or your crap it's awful. It's complicated. But if I didn't have kids I wouldn't probably not be here anymore

Tommy · 36-40, M

I'm not going to pretend to understand your predicament. I don't.

But ask yourself. If that's the easy way or the hard way?

Especially if you have kids. The hard way is often the better way. Make yourself valuable enough to be alive. If not for you, for your kids.