The more these days go on

@Itsprincess: Appreciate that response. Take this or leave it but as one with quite a few more years under his belt I'll say this. Life is a solo. For everyone. And it doesn't matter if you have people in your life or not. We are ALL responsible for our own lives.

In the little you've shared it seems to me that you might be putting a bit too much emphasis on the way others behave. The way they run their lives. The reality is that [b]you run you.[/b] Choose to see the shit in the world and surround yourself with those who also do? The outcome is pretty obvious.

The world doesn't owe anyone anything. It just is. Some people willingly choose to feel like shit. They want to blame others for their own lousy choices and situations and they want to bring people down to their level. You can choose that path if you want but, if you do, you really don't have a right to complain about it.

I'm guessing you're sharp enough to see the option.

But an 18-21 year old throwing out the suicide talk? Sorry. I have zero patience for that and I really hope you don't toss that one out there again. It's the most selfish act a human being can do and the wake of despair stays with others for their rest of their lives. I'm guessing you're a little too caring to want to do that.

Do YOUR own thing that makes YOU feel fulfilled. Money, stuff or what other people think is absolutely irrelevant. For real.

Good luck.

@Ynotisay: I don't get why my age makes my suicidal feelings irrelevant but I'm guessing you're just putting me in the box of 'she's probably a spoilt brat just wants attention like all teens'. In the same reply you've said do what makes you fulfilled and what other people think is irrelevant but then said suicide is the most selfish thing a person can do and effects others. Im not actually going to commit suicide. My suicidal thoughts are just me not wanting to live but there's a difference between thinking about it and acting on it. For once I wanted to express how crap I feel on the inside because I'm tired of acting happy. Sorry if it annoyed you

@Itsprincess: Well, looks like I wasted my time in responding to you.
Whatever. Your life. Your call.

Ay good idea 😅 Thankss

@DanGerUs: or is it more that he used you? Whatever his point I'm sorry he made you feel like you do. Ex's can be such shits.

@theowl: I know that. Not saying that at all... but many guys do - especially when younger

@DanGerUs: yeah exactly! That seems so sad to me lol. Noo the using thing doesn't have anything to do with him lol😊

Thank you so much ❤

Aw thanks😊 Yeah I might do !

Aw thanks, I don't know. I'm hoping it's just my last phase of puberty lmao

@Itsprincess: Well seeing those first few chest hairs come in is no easy thing....but support is here to be had. And it looks like plenty are willing to give it. So use it.

@StrangeWorld: chest hairs hahah, thank you 💜

Okay, thank you so much 😊

😊

@Reject: thank you. That's true I guess! Gives me hope lol thanks💜

@Itsprincess: It is true! There's simply too many of us to believe, "Here's what I've been through, so here's what everyone is". You can't say that! Lol. There so many of us you haven't met, and I'm certain that in all those people you'll discover in the future, some of them will be very wonderful to you. ❤ You're welcome.

@Reject: yeahh good point, 7 billion people in the world and I'm generalising😬 Thanks again, you're one of them 😊💜

No aha x

Lost my ex and I feel heartbroken and used. I realize everyone uses everyone and people are selfish. I'm not hundred percent sure on the meaning of life either

@Itsprincess: Sorry about your ex but life goes on don't take your life for goodness sake you have your whole life ahead of you think of recent events as an experience and learn from it
I wish you nothing but the best for your future and good luck :)

@Itsprincess: Don't beat yourself up over it too much. It's the sweet and nice people that get hurt the most.