Sometime I feel a monster inside me , do you feel the same ?

You are a special person... please dont compare yourself to normal people or judge yourself by a normal way of living.

Be proud of who you are... always.

This is all about society forced on you! But you are individual. Keep away from the mass when you want simple life.

Yes. Because in many ways you're screwed up in your head which is not socially acceptable. But don't worry,I am the same