I just called my mother and left a voicemail

It's been a few years. Let's see what happens.

I cried.

I admitted my father trained me to hate her and I apologized for it, while recognizing I was a child who didn't know any better. (I have done this before)

I don't expect a positive result, but I am glad I did it.

I also do nahhhht care because she has taken so much money from me. From me it's been about 30k when I cut her off. I know she's also taken 20k from my brother at least, but it is way more I am sure.