We ALL deserve the truth. The damage doesn't just disappear when the conversation ends.
I'll never in my whole life, understand how somebody that I had rescued and loved so deeply, and for so many years, could hurt me this badly. On purpose. 😭😭
I'll never in my whole life, understand how somebody that I had rescued and loved so deeply, and for so many years, could hurt me this badly. On purpose. 😭😭
GoFish ·
sorry 😐 block them? 😳😐
@GoFish It's not that easy. Not when somebody has several accounts. And the damage doesn't just disappear when the conversation ends. Not when it comes to narcissists. They are cold, calculated monsters. Some women never recover. The things he did to me were so bad that my body is actually so traumatized it has gone into shock and I'm having to deal with that which is very hard. Literal physical shock. So bad I cannot stop shaking and I'm freezing to death.
He's okay. He's fine. He's been out looking for other fixes.
He's okay. He's fine. He's been out looking for other fixes.
Explorer · 46-50, M
Not easy I know. And let me admit that I myself struggle practicing it. However, inspite of that let me advice even though you are wiser than me. If your pain is physical please forgive the wound or whatever is the source of your pain. If it is an emotional wound please forgive the person or the source of that emotions. They deserve mercy because they don’t realise that they are hurting you. I know you are one of the greatest devotees of Jesus Christ and Jesus Himself chose to forgive the ones who caused him pain. For now rest as in the picture posted in the safe hands and let yourself heal.
@eyeno @GoFish @Explorer it's not like that at all. You have no idea. I did all that and got stabbed in the back again and this person was not sorry! This was done deliberately by a narcissist...they did know and they didn't care. This person you have no idea what he did to me. There's no words for the pain and devastation he caused, and deliberately. No guessing. I was targeted and lied to for years and the effect is devastating, you have no idea. This was not just a piece of my life. My life was stolen from me. And unless anyone has ever encountered a narcissist this cruel, they will never ever understand what I am going through and what he did.
I cannot even express the depth of the trauma he caused me and my body is going through shock right now. Even after 2 days. I cannot stop shaking and I'm freezing to death. That's shock, that's emotional trauma. And I blocked him all the way around but he has 10 to 15 different accounts here in different names and he can still see what I'm doing which I could care less but I'm just saying you just can't block a person like this. They come back. But I won't have to worry about him trying to contact me again because I found out myself what he was doing and I have blocked him everywhere, but see he's done with me now he's out trying to find his next fix. And I know who she is.
You can forgive a person all the times in the world and that's what Jesus said to do. I did forgive him but that will never erase the pain and devastation he caused me. It don't work that way.
He is a cold, calculating narcissistic predator and opportunist, who preys on people. He cannot feel love, and he used his acting skills to eat away at my life. I am completely broken, and I am left in the ruins of a horrific betrayal. That is the truth of what he did to another human being. He didn’t just hurt my feelings; he spent seven years running a calculated psychological and spiritual assault on my life. He kept me a prisoner to his deception.
I cannot even express the depth of the trauma he caused me and my body is going through shock right now. Even after 2 days. I cannot stop shaking and I'm freezing to death. That's shock, that's emotional trauma. And I blocked him all the way around but he has 10 to 15 different accounts here in different names and he can still see what I'm doing which I could care less but I'm just saying you just can't block a person like this. They come back. But I won't have to worry about him trying to contact me again because I found out myself what he was doing and I have blocked him everywhere, but see he's done with me now he's out trying to find his next fix. And I know who she is.
You can forgive a person all the times in the world and that's what Jesus said to do. I did forgive him but that will never erase the pain and devastation he caused me. It don't work that way.
He is a cold, calculating narcissistic predator and opportunist, who preys on people. He cannot feel love, and he used his acting skills to eat away at my life. I am completely broken, and I am left in the ruins of a horrific betrayal. That is the truth of what he did to another human being. He didn’t just hurt my feelings; he spent seven years running a calculated psychological and spiritual assault on my life. He kept me a prisoner to his deception.