I'll never in my whole life, understand how somebody that I had rescued and loved so deeply, and for so many years, could hurt me this badly. On purpose. 😭😭
Not easy I know. And let me admit that I myself struggle practicing it. However, inspite of that let me advice even though you are wiser than me. If your pain is physical please forgive the wound or whatever is the source of your pain. If it is an emotional wound please forgive the person or the source of that emotions. They deserve mercy because they don’t realise that they are hurting you. I know you are one of the greatest devotees of Jesus Christ and Jesus Himself chose to forgive the ones who caused him pain. For now rest as in the picture posted in the safe hands and let yourself heal.