Never sure if I’ll ever get what I deserve? Or maybe I am getting exactly what I deserve?
Life…
That strange thing that we all go through.
Funny how when everything is looking up for the first time in what seems like forever, I get a text with some very disappointing and troubling news…
Just as I prepare to over extend myself, just after one of the best weekends in a year, just after a very endearing and welcomed conversation with someone close to my heart,
I open up the text I ignored for 2 hours to see the words that could ruin everything…
Life…
That strange thing we all go through…
Be well
Live happy
Keep trying
No matter how hard it is…
Fuck it, I’m gonna make a drink at 9pm on a Sunday.
It won’t fix or change anything but maybe it will help me sleep?
Ugh!
Not sharing details
Just needed to type it somewhere.
Probably not responding to comments on this…
That strange thing that we all go through.
Funny how when everything is looking up for the first time in what seems like forever, I get a text with some very disappointing and troubling news…
Just as I prepare to over extend myself, just after one of the best weekends in a year, just after a very endearing and welcomed conversation with someone close to my heart,
I open up the text I ignored for 2 hours to see the words that could ruin everything…
Life…
That strange thing we all go through…
Be well
Live happy
Keep trying
No matter how hard it is…
Fuck it, I’m gonna make a drink at 9pm on a Sunday.
It won’t fix or change anything but maybe it will help me sleep?
Ugh!
Not sharing details
Just needed to type it somewhere.
Probably not responding to comments on this…


