gangster is not always about power and adrenaline
I’ve been doing some reading and it’s kind of comforting to know how unpleasant their lives can be.
Imagine a life where your invitation to a colleague’s home might be just that, or it might be an invitation to your own erasure. A life where NOBODY can be trusted.
Imagine committing crimes and then constantly fearing a SWAT teams arriving at any day, any hour.
Your relationships can’t be open and honest because sharing the truth might backfire, because you can’t trust them either.
In fact, it’s often like the paranoid lives of the very wealthy or very famous.
I am grateful that I have no money and no fame.
Imagine a life where your invitation to a colleague’s home might be just that, or it might be an invitation to your own erasure. A life where NOBODY can be trusted.
Imagine committing crimes and then constantly fearing a SWAT teams arriving at any day, any hour.
Your relationships can’t be open and honest because sharing the truth might backfire, because you can’t trust them either.
In fact, it’s often like the paranoid lives of the very wealthy or very famous.
I am grateful that I have no money and no fame.

