This night I dreamt that I was drinking but it wasn't a bad dream...

It was all good lol, like I had it under control and didn't get addicted again but I don't know if that's such a good thing. 😆

Funny thing in terms of quitting alcohol vs. cigarettes is that yes, cigarettes are difficult, but they don't play mind tricks. Alcohol plays mind tricks, you start believing that you can drink once and control yourself. It literally makes you delusional. It doesn't feel as bad to quit as cigarettes but it's more difficult in the literal sense because it's not so much about you withstanding cravings as it's about someone stopping you from just jumping off the roof because you're convinced you can fly lol. When I quit cigarettes I had no delusions, it was just very uncomfortable. Interesting difference...