Cut me with a knife till i bleed

Tears sting my face and burn

Silent cries of torment and rejection

Discard treff

We knew it was the wrong way to go

We went anyway

Lies were spoken in the breach

Why did i call out to you?

Knowing you would wound me?

Sigh

Is my sister really ok?

Was what happened really an accident?

Why does the lady roam the street in the night?

And the cat sit on the rail?

My mind burns and stings

And my face fills with tears

My heart isn't broken but torn to shreds

Jagged like a knife within me

I knew it was the wrong turn and i took it anyway

I didn't know it would hurt so bad

The burning the pain the shame the

Fool that i was again for vanity for

Ignorance..

What i hate most in the wrold

I need to heal to recover

To find where i went wrong

To bind my wounds

All the days of my youth at war

The life i used to have

A memory

The fear

I let my cat go hungry

What will i do now

Is there any hope for me?

(from my drafts the other day.. i'm fine now..) 🥹