Life and drama lol
So Saturday I see the best friend and it was just like we hadn’t been apart really but she wasn’t drinking and I was as I was with a friend who my best friend actually did get on with.
The day flowed nicely and me and my best friend had a few conversations about what had happened and we did fill my friend in on what had happened between us, thankfully she didn’t judge.
Anyways sitting there and my best friend said “so shall we try again” well my mouth dropped she is sober and she didn’t mean can we be friends she meant can we start to see each other romantically again.
Well by this time the drinks got to my head and I wasn’t thinking clearly and I walked her to her car and we ended up kissing, she said her feelings hadn’t changed.
Next morning I wake up with a clear head and had a really long think about us being together again romantically and I realised it wasn’t something I wanted to jump back into.
She didn’t want my husband to know and that wasn’t something I wanted to keep from him as we have both become so close again plus if he did know he wouldn’t of been happy because of how she treated me.
Well I messaged her and said it will not be happening, my life has changed so much since we fell out and I have a new group of friends that I trust and I’m happy with my husband.
She was gutted to say the least but I have learnt a lot of lessons and do not want to get dragged into her dramas of her life… I’m proud of who I am and how far I have come and will not repeated the same cycles or patterns!
The day flowed nicely and me and my best friend had a few conversations about what had happened and we did fill my friend in on what had happened between us, thankfully she didn’t judge.
Anyways sitting there and my best friend said “so shall we try again” well my mouth dropped she is sober and she didn’t mean can we be friends she meant can we start to see each other romantically again.
Well by this time the drinks got to my head and I wasn’t thinking clearly and I walked her to her car and we ended up kissing, she said her feelings hadn’t changed.
Next morning I wake up with a clear head and had a really long think about us being together again romantically and I realised it wasn’t something I wanted to jump back into.
She didn’t want my husband to know and that wasn’t something I wanted to keep from him as we have both become so close again plus if he did know he wouldn’t of been happy because of how she treated me.
Well I messaged her and said it will not be happening, my life has changed so much since we fell out and I have a new group of friends that I trust and I’m happy with my husband.
She was gutted to say the least but I have learnt a lot of lessons and do not want to get dragged into her dramas of her life… I’m proud of who I am and how far I have come and will not repeated the same cycles or patterns!
