13 years ago
I don't know why everything is taking me back to post 2013 me. My first session with my therapist did, then I had this dream about an old friend from 2011 then the therapist's first homework forced me to visit myself there too. I guess the show I'm watching too but that's more associated with 2014 in my head.
Today I was out for some juice and a walk and I decided to go check this place I have not visited since the summer of 2013 right before I had a major spiritual/religious change in my life. I didn't enter the place because it was due it's opening time but I think I will get inside next time. I don't know what I'm trying to find exactly but I just feel so lost and confused about certain things and this might or might not get me some answers or maybe even just bring me some peace. I'm not exactly ready to say what this place is yet though. Maybe I will at some point. (If nobody already guessed it).
The interesting thing I just realized is that in 2013 I had a major change in my life and then same thing in 2023. Though the losses I had in 2023 were a lot harder to cope with. I'll always miss post 2023 me.
I don't know where I'm headed but I just hope that I get some peace. It's a struggle to not give up comply because clinging to hope can screw with one's head.
Today I was out for some juice and a walk and I decided to go check this place I have not visited since the summer of 2013 right before I had a major spiritual/religious change in my life. I didn't enter the place because it was due it's opening time but I think I will get inside next time. I don't know what I'm trying to find exactly but I just feel so lost and confused about certain things and this might or might not get me some answers or maybe even just bring me some peace. I'm not exactly ready to say what this place is yet though. Maybe I will at some point. (If nobody already guessed it).
The interesting thing I just realized is that in 2013 I had a major change in my life and then same thing in 2023. Though the losses I had in 2023 were a lot harder to cope with. I'll always miss post 2023 me.
I don't know where I'm headed but I just hope that I get some peace. It's a struggle to not give up comply because clinging to hope can screw with one's head.
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