Realization

I'm starting to realize alot of things in my life. I'm realizing the career i have is not what feeds my soul and had been more soul sucking than anything. I'm realizing i need to get rid of toxic people in my life and that might include my mom. I'm taking daughter on a trip to Europe and I'm not going to tell my mom because she is so toxic and finds fault in everything i do. I can never do anything right. I'm learning not to tell my mom things happening in my life to avoid lectures of what I'm doing wrong in my life. I'm realizing i need more friends. Im realizing i miss cooking and baking but am so exhausted from work that I've stopped trying new recipes.