I need help being a parent. People aren't meant to do this alone.
I know everyone is sick of me being sad and tired. I wonder why it never occured to any of them to help me out, even just a little bit... What a difference it would make to us, if we weren't just crap.
I will never be sick of what you're going through. You are incredibly brave, and if I may, let me share what I feel is important, but I may be out of line or something due to not knowing the whole picture, but I feel the need to say it, just so it's out there so if it could help, then that is the intention -- where you are, is there any way to be speaking with someone, a counseller of some sort? I hope there's services like that that can be made use of, if funding for them hasn't been axed yet. 🫂 If it's possible, if not, just know we care about you, i'll be sticking around precisely in part, to see you succeed!!