August 26, 2026
It is 8pm as I write, having slept through most of the day.
Today will be a not a dime spent kind of days, need to have as many of these as possible
There will be roughly 900 credit for this month long period.
120 for cigarettes -- 780 left
400 for groceries/food -- 380 left
130 for 70 joints -- 250 left
20 for subscriptions -- 230 left
So if I can actually keep the credit more than 200 I will have survived this period of time, my first real challenge. If I can spend less on cigs, food, and weed, it'll be for the best, like if I can somehow stretch the weed I currently have for the rest of this period I can keep afloat of the 300 mark.
My days are going to be blissful with my new approach to being awake, I will spend most of this time listening to my books, while SW'ing, it might not sound like much but it's like having a desk job, always moving moving moving, going from page to page, learning ever more slightly time after time what best to be listening to, and all the things I need to keep to myself, only share acceptable interests on SW, not anything anyone would feel strongly against, for sharing those means to such as having the very same qualities as they so strongly disagree with.
Today will be a not a dime spent kind of days, need to have as many of these as possible
There will be roughly 900 credit for this month long period.
120 for cigarettes -- 780 left
400 for groceries/food -- 380 left
130 for 70 joints -- 250 left
20 for subscriptions -- 230 left
So if I can actually keep the credit more than 200 I will have survived this period of time, my first real challenge. If I can spend less on cigs, food, and weed, it'll be for the best, like if I can somehow stretch the weed I currently have for the rest of this period I can keep afloat of the 300 mark.
My days are going to be blissful with my new approach to being awake, I will spend most of this time listening to my books, while SW'ing, it might not sound like much but it's like having a desk job, always moving moving moving, going from page to page, learning ever more slightly time after time what best to be listening to, and all the things I need to keep to myself, only share acceptable interests on SW, not anything anyone would feel strongly against, for sharing those means to such as having the very same qualities as they so strongly disagree with.
46-50, M
