Something has gotta give soon…..

Just keep getting buried again and again. Every attempt to get out of this hole is just another denial or rejection. And to think that people in my life would actually care or help ha that’s a great one. Couldn’t tell ya how many times I’ve heard “gotta trust God” “God doesn’t give us more than we can handle” meanwhile I have $4 to my name for two weeks and little to no food in the house. Went to social services to get help which they helped with rent but told me i made too much for food. Gonna be a long two weeks no idea how im gonna get thru I have little gas, no weed and chewing tobacco. But I got a roof over my head and a salad for my meal for the day. Sorry rant and venting over