So many people here who used to be my buddies ignore me now...

Nobody told me I did anything wrong. People I laughed with for years that just act like I don't exist anymore.

I miss these people. But I'm making it priority to not cut my self worth off by confronting them and begging them to act like I exist. They can reach out to me any time and clear the air just as well as I can and have too often only to be ditched again.

I wish if they were done they just block me. I don't block them because I don't understand what the issue is.

And I'm just tired of trying to figure people out and figure out what I did wrong without any context.

It's a worthless feeling but I'm fighting it. I'm not a bad person because I went through some hard times. But I'm also aware how most people treat others who go through hard times. It's human nature. Hell it's just nature to outcast the one who doesn't fit.

Its simply very strange to be treated like I don't exist.

But I don't know what I did and I'm not worth the effort.