My self harm is kicking up again

Nothing bad yet and I see my therapist next week.

But yeah, I guess I am noticing triggers

This situation and decision I have had to make lately got me feeling like I don't deserve to exist

I'm okay, just noticing.

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kodiac · 26-30, M

Somebody's proud of you [media=https://youtu.be/J2pupYwxxnQ]

MyMonstersAreReal · F

@kodiac one of their best IMO

MyMonstersAreReal · F

Reading, “I’m okay, just noticing,” absolutely shattered my heart.

Please don’t believe the lie that you don’t deserve to exist. You deserve to be here. You deserve to be loved, to be seen, and to take up space in this world—even on the days when your heart feels unbearably heavy.

If the thoughts get louder, if the night feels too long, or if you just need someone to sit in the silence with you, I’m here. No judgment. No fixing. Just me, reminding you over and over that you’re worth staying for.

I get this. You know I do. So know you have a safe place with me. I really hope this passes for you

🫂

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MyMonstersAreReal · F

@caccoon im so proud of you for reaching out before it got bad tho. That takes such amazing strength and courage. Im normally the type that will
Reach out after and then get met with the guilt of not reaching out before the damage is done but im sure you know sometimes it’s not always easy to reach out.

Im so fucking proud of you.

I know that “broken glass” feeling… I’ve been there, and I know how heavy it can be

caccoon · 36-40

@MyMonstersAreReal you should never feel guilty for not reaching out... It's just hard sometimes, as you outlined. It's something we need to learn how to do.

You're really really sweet. I appreciate this a lot 💙

MyMonstersAreReal · F

@caccoon thank you beautiful you know my inbox is always opened. You don’t have to face this alone.

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