I'm completely bored with bare minimum human beings.
But the only way to protect yourself is to be like them.
Being blown off constantly, you have to learn to just let people go, then you're no different.
It's just so fecking boring 🥹
People act like I over share and I'm too much, but I'm actually living my life to the fullest. I'm pushing this human experience to the limits because whatever is next might not be a stroll down easy street.
It must be a comfort to consistently take the beginners path, but I find no comfort in every predictable step. It scares me that I might not live. I don't want to miss the stars, the mysteries, the passion or the lessons that deepen my unique sense of self.
Just don't understand how people enjoy life only skimming the surface. And it's cool, we're all doing our own thing. But gods I'm bored after years of adventures and grief and laughter and betrayal and strength and beauty, to just rot in a guppy pond of "see you around" types.
Being blown off constantly, you have to learn to just let people go, then you're no different.
It's just so fecking boring 🥹
People act like I over share and I'm too much, but I'm actually living my life to the fullest. I'm pushing this human experience to the limits because whatever is next might not be a stroll down easy street.
It must be a comfort to consistently take the beginners path, but I find no comfort in every predictable step. It scares me that I might not live. I don't want to miss the stars, the mysteries, the passion or the lessons that deepen my unique sense of self.
Just don't understand how people enjoy life only skimming the surface. And it's cool, we're all doing our own thing. But gods I'm bored after years of adventures and grief and laughter and betrayal and strength and beauty, to just rot in a guppy pond of "see you around" types.
41-45, F
