Damn it's crazy to believe. She looks so different in her profile pic now.
So as you all know I had a classmate Soniya during my MBA in 1st year in 2023. She was one of my few female friend who actively tried to talked to me in class and offered me to sit next to her as I was a bit shy. We even hang out during our Bengali festival Durga puja in our city Bangalore in India too as we are both Bengali so yeah she was special too but not a crush like this another woman Anshika was. So what happened is I saw her new profile pic on Instagram and damn she looks so gorgeous. I am 25 now and she is also in her mid 20s(about 25-26 now). She looks completely different in it. Like wearing a very attractive dress and holding a glass of drink. She genuinely looks amazing in the profile pic pretty much like a model.
Sadly I messed up our friendship in early 2024 when we were 23 and in 2nd semester of MBA as my mood was bad at the time because I was being ghosted by someone and also having crush on this woman Akansha in our campus and I was worried whether she liked me or not. So that day Soniya who was sitting behind me said me to move so she can go out but as I was in bad mood, I felt her tone was rude so I got angry and aggressive tapped my foot on the floor and walked out of the class. She was shocked and since then she kinda stopped talking to me. We had planned to visit Adiyogi in Chikballapur too but obviously it got cancelled after what I did. I messed up and regret it. Today I saw her gorgeous profile pic on Instagram and sad that our connection isn't the same anymore and we aren't fully in touch and not talking much and only connected as followers on Instagram. It's a shame because when we were friends, she would also message and call me on phone but it stopped obviously. Now in this transition phase(MBA done and job searching), things might have been different if I wouldn't have messed up like that. What do you feel?
Sadly I messed up our friendship in early 2024 when we were 23 and in 2nd semester of MBA as my mood was bad at the time because I was being ghosted by someone and also having crush on this woman Akansha in our campus and I was worried whether she liked me or not. So that day Soniya who was sitting behind me said me to move so she can go out but as I was in bad mood, I felt her tone was rude so I got angry and aggressive tapped my foot on the floor and walked out of the class. She was shocked and since then she kinda stopped talking to me. We had planned to visit Adiyogi in Chikballapur too but obviously it got cancelled after what I did. I messed up and regret it. Today I saw her gorgeous profile pic on Instagram and sad that our connection isn't the same anymore and we aren't fully in touch and not talking much and only connected as followers on Instagram. It's a shame because when we were friends, she would also message and call me on phone but it stopped obviously. Now in this transition phase(MBA done and job searching), things might have been different if I wouldn't have messed up like that. What do you feel?
22-25, M
