Title Requirements Suck

[media=https://youtu.be/CzcEdHSePI0]


There inside my mirror
Staring back into my eyes
I find all the things gone wrong
And there’s no way to disguise

I’m to blame for all the little things
I’m the bane of my existence
And in the end there are no friends
Just the guilt and it’s insistence

And I can’t abate the shame
Of all that’s travelled past me
And I can’t break away
From this life that’s cast me

And how I wish that
I could’ve saved my son
How I wish I might have died
Before my life begun

And I sit inside the darkness
Hating who I am
Wishing for a fire
To take me from these lands

And nobody understands
The pain inside I feel
I’ve tried to find some hope
But there’s no hope left that is real

So I wait inside the darkness
Playing like I smile
I wait inside the darkness
Walking darkened miles

And there’s nothing that can save me
Because my soul’s already doomed
And all the love I gave away
I gave away too soon

So send me that burning building
And let me burn away
Let me die saving
Someone needing to be saved

Take away the guilt
And take away the shame
Let me die a hero
That nobody can blame.