After the conversation I had last night I've come to realize...
I can do everything myself and I just need sex.
I don't want a partner because I don't need someone messing up my life and dragging me down with them.
Not that I'm the greatest woman, but I do face my junk head on. I take care of my son and I. It's not special that I'm low maintenance because that just attracts losers that don't want to give, just take.
I thought I'd never go back to sleeping around. I thought I'd wait forever for the right person even if they never came.
But I've just lost faith in meeting men who even like women. It really seems like men don't like women. Sometimes it feels like they hate us. I didn't grow up in that. I grew up thinking and acting like men and women were different but equals and we each contributed what we're best at. And now I get treated like I'm either psychotic, or a liar, or ugly by default. While men chase women who aren't even real 🤷🏼♀
So just give me the D. That's all that's left.
I don't really understand what changed.
Tbh I think everyone (men and women) is getting hurt but we're focusing on the most extreme examples to fuel our distaste. We're like soap operas. All drama.
I simply don't have anything else to go by. It's been a decade since I've dated a man that didn't seem determined to destroy me.
Destroy my pussy then get out 🤷🏼♀
I have male friends here that I think the world of, so I'm not saying "all men" and I admit fully there's been a shift in the industry that sells to women and a lot of women are getting faker...
But I'm not seen as an individual anymore. I'm not seen as valuable. I experience misogyny every single damn day and it's getting boring. And you have to ignore it because standing up for yourself makes you a Karen. Whatever.
So yeah, I'm going back to that no strings life. I can deduce my needs to sex because I'm aware that's the only thing I can want anymore.
I'm horny not lonely.
I don't want a partner because I don't need someone messing up my life and dragging me down with them.
Not that I'm the greatest woman, but I do face my junk head on. I take care of my son and I. It's not special that I'm low maintenance because that just attracts losers that don't want to give, just take.
I thought I'd never go back to sleeping around. I thought I'd wait forever for the right person even if they never came.
But I've just lost faith in meeting men who even like women. It really seems like men don't like women. Sometimes it feels like they hate us. I didn't grow up in that. I grew up thinking and acting like men and women were different but equals and we each contributed what we're best at. And now I get treated like I'm either psychotic, or a liar, or ugly by default. While men chase women who aren't even real 🤷🏼♀
So just give me the D. That's all that's left.
I don't really understand what changed.
Tbh I think everyone (men and women) is getting hurt but we're focusing on the most extreme examples to fuel our distaste. We're like soap operas. All drama.
I simply don't have anything else to go by. It's been a decade since I've dated a man that didn't seem determined to destroy me.
Destroy my pussy then get out 🤷🏼♀
I have male friends here that I think the world of, so I'm not saying "all men" and I admit fully there's been a shift in the industry that sells to women and a lot of women are getting faker...
But I'm not seen as an individual anymore. I'm not seen as valuable. I experience misogyny every single damn day and it's getting boring. And you have to ignore it because standing up for yourself makes you a Karen. Whatever.
So yeah, I'm going back to that no strings life. I can deduce my needs to sex because I'm aware that's the only thing I can want anymore.
I'm horny not lonely.
41-45, F
