I think I need to start thanking God each day I wake up again.

I remember years and years ago when I had no doubts about God's existence, it was a habit for me to thank him every morning I woke up alive and well.

I don't necessarily believe he exists anymore and I definitely don't enjoy waking up every day to be pulled out of my peaceful dreams and plunged back into my miserable life.

But maybe that prayer I made each day was a good habit to keep, just for the principle of the thing. Like when a therapist tells you to make a list of things you're grateful for.

I will try it again.