After what happened yesterday and the ultimatum by mom, I am missing 2023-2024 even more. Do you feel the same too?
So yesterday suddenly when I woke up, I saw my mom literally gave me an ultimatum(yeah I live with parents and it's normal in India) that if I don't get a job soon within 10-15 days, they will put me in the depot factory in Chikballapur which is more at the outskirts of our city Bangalore in India. The job will be mostly operations and MIS. But I am searching for a job within the city but my mom has been scolding me a lot as it's been 7 months since my MBA officially got over and a full year since I am job searching and quit the previous edtech internship. Yeah I live in Bangalore which is an IT city but yeah still no job yet and I am searching for like a year so yeah I am 25 and still not working even though I am trying really hard but still facing ghosting after interviews, rejection and many times ATS filtering of my resume especially as I am searching for entry level Business Analyst roles as that's what my major was during my MBA. My mom often scolds me, compares me with others, says the other candidates Must be more superior and that's why they are getting the job so she is like how long will be sitting in home so told if I don't get it, I will have to join the depot factory job at the outskirts and also kept saying that how my dad will retire after 3-4 years and then it will be very difficult.
This has made home very frustrating and it was Saturday so it made it worse because on a weekend there won't be much job updates. So yeah 2026 has been really bad so far and stressful. I miss 2023-2024 when I still had that MBA life. Yeah in 2023, MBA started and in entire 2024 I had classes and I was 22-23, no full stress about job yet. I was having several crushes like Anshika, Akansha and even female friend like Soniya. I can never forget that August to Sept 2024 when I was finally out of my shyness and was talking to this soft spoken girl Dimple in campus and then me and my parents went to our hometown Siliguri in West Bengal and then she unfollowed me on Instagram and I was confused and many things. There was still something going on. I had a change in environment(Siliguri) for a bit over a week, then returned to Bangalore and had a campus life etc. Early 2025 was okay as I was in the edtech internship but had to quit it and ever since then I am searching for a job and life seems to have become stagnant and frequent scoldings from mom and many more, no Siliguri trips, mostly one time interactions with women in Cafes, bookstores and all.
3 days ago tho i had a fun playful teasing moment with 2 British women in Lavelle Road of our city Bangalore as they were slightly drunk in this boutique and got a side hug in the end so that's what made 2026 slightly better than the later parts of 2025 but it got spoiled after my mom scolded me yesterday and gave me that ultimatum and criticized me again for still not getting a job for a year and it's already late June now. By the way I am not even fully idle. I even applied for some consulting role in Deloitte and my resume was selected and the called too but they didn't fully finalize my interview date yet but it will mostly be in the coming week and I did more applications too. But yeah my mom is still negative as I have faced several ghosting and failure even more from mid sized firms so a top MNC like Deloitte feels like impossible for her and that I will mostly not get it. But yeah I want to try hard and get it for real.
This has made home very frustrating and it was Saturday so it made it worse because on a weekend there won't be much job updates. So yeah 2026 has been really bad so far and stressful. I miss 2023-2024 when I still had that MBA life. Yeah in 2023, MBA started and in entire 2024 I had classes and I was 22-23, no full stress about job yet. I was having several crushes like Anshika, Akansha and even female friend like Soniya. I can never forget that August to Sept 2024 when I was finally out of my shyness and was talking to this soft spoken girl Dimple in campus and then me and my parents went to our hometown Siliguri in West Bengal and then she unfollowed me on Instagram and I was confused and many things. There was still something going on. I had a change in environment(Siliguri) for a bit over a week, then returned to Bangalore and had a campus life etc. Early 2025 was okay as I was in the edtech internship but had to quit it and ever since then I am searching for a job and life seems to have become stagnant and frequent scoldings from mom and many more, no Siliguri trips, mostly one time interactions with women in Cafes, bookstores and all.
3 days ago tho i had a fun playful teasing moment with 2 British women in Lavelle Road of our city Bangalore as they were slightly drunk in this boutique and got a side hug in the end so that's what made 2026 slightly better than the later parts of 2025 but it got spoiled after my mom scolded me yesterday and gave me that ultimatum and criticized me again for still not getting a job for a year and it's already late June now. By the way I am not even fully idle. I even applied for some consulting role in Deloitte and my resume was selected and the called too but they didn't fully finalize my interview date yet but it will mostly be in the coming week and I did more applications too. But yeah my mom is still negative as I have faced several ghosting and failure even more from mid sized firms so a top MNC like Deloitte feels like impossible for her and that I will mostly not get it. But yeah I want to try hard and get it for real.
22-25, M