Now I am going to second guess my actions and words today regarding the vendor/director incident

Because I am not used to being assertive.

Whenever I am, it almost feels like I'm about to lose grip on my cool.

Because I am upset, but I am so used to just saying, "it's okay", or nothing at all.

Turns out it can be hard to hold back all that lava in the moment.

But it just so happens I can do it.

I did have a few of the vendors yelling "we have the best market manager" and one of them hugged me and said, "this btch can do anything" 🥹🥹🥹

My lovely vendorchilds 💙