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I'm really lost to be honest. Just terribly lost. I thought I was going somewhere and this meditation retreat shook me out of everything.

Out of places. I am now trying to take some vacation, real time off, of my mind and of my thoughts., but the opposite is happening, clarity is revealing things.

I am disempowered. I have no plans, no desires.
I don't crave for love or sex any longer, art, it all seems like way too much effort, to make a career out, to make myself financially stable, all seem that requires efforts as if I am beginning from 0.

It is really hard for me at this point. To start from 0, knowing I left at 6 or 7. I cannot. Thing seem complicated.

excuse me for spreading this. I know we have enough of it already. But it is my truth at the moment.

I need to take a breathe and relax, things will reveal themselves, things will change. But really things haven't been changing as much the past decade, going up and down and returning again and again and again and again at this same point 0.
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JRVanguard · 26-30, M
Sending love to you
Don’t apologize for not feeling well
It’s okay
Every thing will be okay 💙
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JRVanguard · 26-30, M
@Boeing What do you think is next for you?
Do you want to keep going from place to place or are you looking for somewhere to be home?
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Boeing · 36-40
@JRVanguard for once I have taken the decision to restrict my movement between Europe. I need to recover financially.
I will figure things.

Will try to sleep, thank you 💜
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JRVanguard · 26-30, M
@Boeing You’ll figure things out
Sleep tight 🫂
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DelightfulyDelectablyDelicious · M
Thank you for trusting us with your truth. What you're describing sounds like a profound shift in perspective. When our old desires and drives fall away, it can feel terrifying and empty, but it might also be making room for something more authentic to emerge. You're not starting from zero, you're starting from wisdom, even if it doesn't feel that way. These cycles you mention might actually be spirals, bringing you deeper each time. Please be gentle with yourself in this space between what was and what will be.
🌻🤗
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DelightfulyDelectablyDelicious · M
@Boeing It sounds exhausting to feel like you're constantly shifting without finding stable ground. What if those cycles aren't failures but your mind's way of processing and protecting yourself .
The meditation retreat may have shaken you because you're ready for a different kind of landing, one that's more authentic to who you are now. You're not broken or going backward you're evolving.
Get a good nights sleep, my dear sweet friend 🤗
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Boeing · 36-40
@DelightfulyDelectablyDelicious thank you, I'll take it..
I went outside, looked at the stars, petted a cat, I will go sleep you are right..
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DelightfulyDelectablyDelicious · M
@Boeing I also always look at the nights sky before going to bed 😀
Very welcome 🙏.
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