So I forgot to share this but it's crazy to believe how it's been a full decade since my 1st day of 11th grade. Isnt it crazy?
Even though it's 14th June today, i will be mainly sharing about the date 9th June as I forgot to share it that day. So my 1st day of 11th grade was on 9th June 2016 so it's been a full decade since then which is crazy. That day is an important day for me. That's because before 11th grade, especially in 8th to 10th grade I was regularly being bullied in class especially by this guy Arjun. Basically he was my classmate in 5th to 10th grade but the bullying in 5th to 7th grade was mostly physical whereas 8th to 10th grade was literally much more severe as he not only used to hit me but also insult me harshly calling me ugly, fit for nothing, fool of the class, i didn't deserve this or that and even made me perform embarrassing tasks in front of others and many more. Even this another guy Sai Prasad who was the topper of the class and well respected in class also used to openly belittle me, mock me, call me a jackass and once even called me and error in this world and tried to convince others that I was a loser and he was only mean to me but normal or neutral to everyone else. Most boys in class used to surround me and laugh and even join in when Arjun humiliated me.
So after 10th grade ended, I used to often get dreams of Arjun bullying me. I was so so scared that what if Arjun will again be my classmate in 11th and 12th grade as well as I was gonna continue in the same school. So yeah I remember while going to school on 9th June 2016 I was literally scared thinking what if I see Arjun's name in the list of students in my class. After going to school, i immediately checked the list and finally saw Arjun not in the list and omg you all won't believe how much relief i felt that day. I took science and he took commerce so finally no longer classmates. Not only Arjun but the other ones like Sai Prasad too changed school and I finally got new classmates as well ones who were in different classrooms till 10th grade. I also met Saishyam who became one of my closest and trusted friend. You all won't believe how much relieved and happy I felt. Till 10th grade, I used to just sit in one place and not move anywhere not even washroom as I was so scared due to the bullies especially Arjun but from 11th grade on ward I finally started moving around the school.
So on that day it was pretty good to have new classmates at last and the bullies gone but yeah my seniors who were in 12th grade were hostile to me because at that time I had crush on this senior girl and this guy Anand who was probably her boyfriend or maybe crush got mad at me, threatened me and turned his friends especially this popular guy Rahul against me several months ago. So yeah Rahul on that first day of 11th grade did say me "Ohh that's great you are in the same school again. Now you will see what we will don't". So yeah that was the only scary part of that day but it happened at afternoon while i was going home but yeah those seniors definitely kept bothering me later on in the year. Now in 2026 it's crazy to believe how a full decade has passed since then and now I am 25, done with an MBA and worried about getting a job and way more confident, talking to women, exploring around the city but yeah that day felt truly like a turning point and beginning of a new chapter mainly because Arjun was gone from my life and so were his terrible bullying.
So after 10th grade ended, I used to often get dreams of Arjun bullying me. I was so so scared that what if Arjun will again be my classmate in 11th and 12th grade as well as I was gonna continue in the same school. So yeah I remember while going to school on 9th June 2016 I was literally scared thinking what if I see Arjun's name in the list of students in my class. After going to school, i immediately checked the list and finally saw Arjun not in the list and omg you all won't believe how much relief i felt that day. I took science and he took commerce so finally no longer classmates. Not only Arjun but the other ones like Sai Prasad too changed school and I finally got new classmates as well ones who were in different classrooms till 10th grade. I also met Saishyam who became one of my closest and trusted friend. You all won't believe how much relieved and happy I felt. Till 10th grade, I used to just sit in one place and not move anywhere not even washroom as I was so scared due to the bullies especially Arjun but from 11th grade on ward I finally started moving around the school.
So on that day it was pretty good to have new classmates at last and the bullies gone but yeah my seniors who were in 12th grade were hostile to me because at that time I had crush on this senior girl and this guy Anand who was probably her boyfriend or maybe crush got mad at me, threatened me and turned his friends especially this popular guy Rahul against me several months ago. So yeah Rahul on that first day of 11th grade did say me "Ohh that's great you are in the same school again. Now you will see what we will don't". So yeah that was the only scary part of that day but it happened at afternoon while i was going home but yeah those seniors definitely kept bothering me later on in the year. Now in 2026 it's crazy to believe how a full decade has passed since then and now I am 25, done with an MBA and worried about getting a job and way more confident, talking to women, exploring around the city but yeah that day felt truly like a turning point and beginning of a new chapter mainly because Arjun was gone from my life and so were his terrible bullying.
22-25, M
