So I didn't go out today at all and this is the reason.
So usually on Sundays, I do go out to the Central areas of our city Bangalore in India like UB City mall, Lavelle Road, Church Street etc to go Cafe hopping, socializing and also car spotting as I am just done with MBA recently and job searching so try to feel more alive. Sundays are the perfect to socialize as many people are less busy so I have much better interactions with women both Indian and foreigners in Cafes, bookstores and all and Church Street especially is very social on Sundays and people are more in leisure mood. Also supercar owners come out with their supercars or performance cars so a lot of car enthusiasts in Lavelle Road and UB City area stand to film cars and I also film them. But today I didn't go. Thats because I usually go out 2-3 times every week. This week too I initially decided I will only go out twice- once on a weekday and then again on Sunday. But due to interviews scheduled, I went out 4 times in this week- Monday, Tuesday and then again Thursday and Friday and yeah after interview is done, I go to those Central areas maybe to socialize with new people especially women instead of going home because its frustrating in home with this job search stress and mom often scolding and comparing me with others(Yeah I live with parents at 25 which is normal in India). So yeah this week I socialized quite a lot already so to avoid any burnout I didn't go out today on Sunday.
My outings take a lot of energy as I go to multiple areas of Bangalore like UB City, Lavelle Road, Indiranagar, Church Street etc, walk around a lot from one venue to another, some days only have coffee drinks instead of eating much just to save money, socialize which takes energy, sometimes face soft rejections, plenty of international interactions so different accents and many more, see cool cars which increases adrenaline and I run to film them. So yeah I would have felt burnout if I went out today as I already went out 4 times this week. Plus its monsoon and its rainy today in Bangalore so its another reason I couldn't go out. In these frequent sudden rainfalls, it will be much harder to stand and film supercars and luxury cars. If it rains suddenly, I will get drenched and supercars won't be as frequent too due to the weather. Plus Church Street too where I socialize a lot in Sundays will be wet too and it will be harder to socialize with women. So yeah I didn't go out today and will mainly go out on Tuesday again and I will get a full 3 days reset before going out again with fresh energy.
My outings take a lot of energy as I go to multiple areas of Bangalore like UB City, Lavelle Road, Indiranagar, Church Street etc, walk around a lot from one venue to another, some days only have coffee drinks instead of eating much just to save money, socialize which takes energy, sometimes face soft rejections, plenty of international interactions so different accents and many more, see cool cars which increases adrenaline and I run to film them. So yeah I would have felt burnout if I went out today as I already went out 4 times this week. Plus its monsoon and its rainy today in Bangalore so its another reason I couldn't go out. In these frequent sudden rainfalls, it will be much harder to stand and film supercars and luxury cars. If it rains suddenly, I will get drenched and supercars won't be as frequent too due to the weather. Plus Church Street too where I socialize a lot in Sundays will be wet too and it will be harder to socialize with women. So yeah I didn't go out today and will mainly go out on Tuesday again and I will get a full 3 days reset before going out again with fresh energy.
22-25, M
