I get so angry at my old boss and coworkers.

I was trying to deal with symptoms of trauma while working a full time job. At the same time, said trauma destabilized me and made it incredibly difficult to keep a schedule.

All they understood was "he's late again" and so they made my life hell for it until I had no choice but to quit. Now I'm in an even more hopeless position than before.

And I know that their narrative today is "he was just lazy and deserved everything we gave him" which is not the case at all. They wouldn’t last a day in my mind.

I didn't choose to be born into this world/culture where there is only one way to survive. Only one way to get away from the things that harm my state of mind, and only one way to help stabilize my life. And yet the very thing that will help stabilize my life, I am not good enough at in the eyes of those around me, and so they oust me. I'm doing my best but it's not good enough for anyone. It's an impossible scenario.