dubkebab · 56-60, M
It can be a cruel world,or rather the people in it can be...hopefully this is just a phase for you and you can pull out of it soon. I find meaning in doing small acts of kindness and random generosity and taking time to appreciate nature. From what I've read you're no dummy and can find ways to nourish a stronger sense of balance in your life. Good luck. I know how it feels to be stretched to a breaking point.There's always hope.
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@dubkebab Yes, you hit the ball there. But it's even more complicated for me. My last therapist walked away. The one before just didn't take it serious. I'm bascially kept hostage by my emotions and circumstance. Love needs to be a two way street. That I know, and I'll see how that ends up yet again. I don't carry much hope. Money is a bad influence in the mix too. That and the past. Plenty of people can't work to their fullest because of trauma and hurt from past events.
@dubkebab Thank you for your kindness and possitive example. I'm not going anywhere myself either just now. Still have a father to look after. That's another part of my sadness. No, I don't dare even approach anyone new now. Moreover, the fight is out of me, and that's the honest truth. I can't yet again tell everything to someone for it not to be taken serious. I've given everyone the most of myself that I can give. Lets see where it runs.
