I want to leave on a positive note, but sometimes it's best to just get the hell out.

Because nobody even notices you leaving. Nobody is going to miss you and wonder where you went.

And if you need a frickin minute people are going to take it personally.

I don't even want to be a human because half the time I feel like a pest for existing.

Geographically I live in the most emotionally stunted area of the world. Bunch of angry yankees that think it's all about them.

I want to disappear to a land where my son and dog and I can be safe.

I am afraid, alone, and all anyone can think of me is that I'm a bitch because I speak up.

I don't understand humans. I don't think I want to anymore. Or maybe I just understand enough to know I don't belong.

Either way. I think it's actually better to be alone. Die young because that's what my parents did and accept that I couldn't rewrite my story by myself in a world that doesn't give a fuck.

If anyone needs me, just give up.