So I am remembering this woman now too. What do you feel about it?

As I remember her, it makes me feel how much I missed out during 1st year of MBA in mid 2023 to early 2024. I guess you all already know I had crush on this woman Anshika in our campus and I posted often about her on this site. I was 22 at the time but there was this another woman Jasleen who was in our campus too who wasn't my classmate but an MBA batchmate. She was in her early 20s too and I remember finding her beautiful in the campus auditorium too and nearly getting a crush too but was still shy to approach her or talk to her. I would whisper about her to my male friends Ali and Kiran saying "Sundar Hai na?" which means she is beautiful right in Hindi language. But yeah I couldn't talk to her due to shyness and I regret it as now I am 25 and freshly done with MBA and job searching so not surrounded by 20 something women like I was during my MBA 1st year. Now I can easily approach both Indian and foreign expat women in cosmopolitan parts of our city Bangalore in India like Lavelle Road, Indiranagar, Church Street, UB City mall etc and very confident now but many interactions remain one time interactions and even though I chat with some women on Instagram from my city doing MBA too or working, they aren't the same as ghosting or dry replies are common. If only I had the current confidence and boldness I have now as a 25 year old, I would have easily approached Jasleen and talked to her and maybe even got a girlfriend in my MBA as I was surrounded by women in the 21-26/27 age range and I wish I had that environment now. Do you feel I missed out by still being shy and overcoming it a bit late when MBA was nearly done?