Im tired of playing these goddamn social games

Normally, you see guys complaining about this how they need to be tough at all times but I experience the same. It’s like if I don’t signal that I’m well off, I get shitted on. It’s tiring, to be honest. I always have to be on guard. It’s like eat or get eaten: if I’m not in control of a situation, they show up with the power plays. If I don’t have the upper hand, I have the lower hand. A master or a slave. No in between. Sigh.