Do you know of the I Ching, the book of changes? The Chinese Oracle.
I consult with it at times.
Today it was so interesting. I trust in It.
I did 3 readings.
Sometimes I do none for months, then I need one. Today I needed 3.
What is interested is, it begun with a Meaning. During the readings Cards were changing. And then, in the end, the last Card was exactly the same as the very first one! Directing me with Accuracy !
💙😌
Other than that I had a good day but carrying lots of charge.
I had a video call with a really beloved friend I made during this summer. She's from Croatia and Serbia mix. We had a coffee over video.
I did my practices for about an hour.
I cooked one of my favorites, bitter melon with eggs. And some rice.
I had a red dragon fruit and I truly enjoyed it.
My cat is sleeping at my bed now, and yesterday she stayed all night at my feet, never moved.
I want to try tomorrow, I will try, to wake up early as they sell some local breakfast of sweet rice and coconut nearby, like 3 min walk from here, but the thing is, if you don't go between 6-7 in the morning, then the good thing is gone.
I want to try, if I make it to wake up early.
What else? I watched a couple of YouTube love readings which made me mellow when it comes to "my man".
I didn't got the scholarship in Qigong, which was a big thing for me to process, but I came up with other ideas. And also they were giving a different offer in their mail, so I asked about it. I wait for their reply.
Another plan for me is to go to my previous shifu in China - in a few days, a friend of mine is coming here to visit me and she lives literally half an hour drive from the school in China. She has a spare room in her house which she is offering it to me for free.
I thought to Grow some more, Show Myself in my full crazy, as I saw some here, and come out completely as my authentic self to the world through my social media. I want to and perhaps I need to, but there is always the idea that, fears, all sorts of fears coming.
Digging deeper into myself I have found so far, that a bigger fear than to being rejected is that of being ignored.
To open up, to speak your SOUL and to have no interactions.
I have practiced some of it here LOL! It's not that terrible. It's okay.
It's also normal, when you present something somewhat ambivalent, for people to not want to appear that they are taking sides. Unless it is popular, then they can hide within the crowds.
But say, like for example when I shared my Demon paintings on social, those didn't get many reactions or comments.
I'm now having a banana peanut butter. Btw, bananas here are REAL.
These
💙
Today it was so interesting. I trust in It.
I did 3 readings.
Sometimes I do none for months, then I need one. Today I needed 3.
What is interested is, it begun with a Meaning. During the readings Cards were changing. And then, in the end, the last Card was exactly the same as the very first one! Directing me with Accuracy !
💙😌
Other than that I had a good day but carrying lots of charge.
I had a video call with a really beloved friend I made during this summer. She's from Croatia and Serbia mix. We had a coffee over video.
I did my practices for about an hour.
I cooked one of my favorites, bitter melon with eggs. And some rice.
I had a red dragon fruit and I truly enjoyed it.
My cat is sleeping at my bed now, and yesterday she stayed all night at my feet, never moved.
I want to try tomorrow, I will try, to wake up early as they sell some local breakfast of sweet rice and coconut nearby, like 3 min walk from here, but the thing is, if you don't go between 6-7 in the morning, then the good thing is gone.
I want to try, if I make it to wake up early.
What else? I watched a couple of YouTube love readings which made me mellow when it comes to "my man".
I didn't got the scholarship in Qigong, which was a big thing for me to process, but I came up with other ideas. And also they were giving a different offer in their mail, so I asked about it. I wait for their reply.
Another plan for me is to go to my previous shifu in China - in a few days, a friend of mine is coming here to visit me and she lives literally half an hour drive from the school in China. She has a spare room in her house which she is offering it to me for free.
I thought to Grow some more, Show Myself in my full crazy, as I saw some here, and come out completely as my authentic self to the world through my social media. I want to and perhaps I need to, but there is always the idea that, fears, all sorts of fears coming.
Digging deeper into myself I have found so far, that a bigger fear than to being rejected is that of being ignored.
To open up, to speak your SOUL and to have no interactions.
I have practiced some of it here LOL! It's not that terrible. It's okay.
It's also normal, when you present something somewhat ambivalent, for people to not want to appear that they are taking sides. Unless it is popular, then they can hide within the crowds.
But say, like for example when I shared my Demon paintings on social, those didn't get many reactions or comments.
I'm now having a banana peanut butter. Btw, bananas here are REAL.
These
💙
