How is everyone ? Life has gotten a little busy...
☀ I am feeling good though.
🏡 That decision I took to book this place and come here, was a good one.
💦 The rain though makes everything smell a little moldy, it is only natural and nothing can be done about it...
🌠 I feel good that I have had that experience of the New Year here, the whole experience was amazing.
💞 I too love the people that I meet with here. The owners are a lovely couple, the local guide and cooks who collaborate with them are amazing people. The visitors are peculiar and beautiful and free spirits.
❤ I too love how my man, who isn't mine, but gave me all that attention few days ago, despite the negative tones and everything, I had a chance to feel in that depth once all over and so I am so grateful about that. I don't care how that sounds "toxic". I don't feel that my life is any toxic any longer, I feel free...
☯ I am very happy I have designed and created my Qigong course and it is out there. It is one more step towards creating a good life, for myself and for others. It is really aligned.
🎨 I am too happy of a little painting I have been making. I will show it to you soon. I plan to work on it tomorrow. I think I will work tomorrow a lot, to finish the painting, do the greek voice over of an hour long video and prepare some texts.
I have also begun a video art but it is going to take its time to get ready. It feels very weird but it is a deep one for me.
I feel very uncertain about the future, whether I will manage to go back to China, if I will receive the scholarship, if I will go back to Croatia and get a chance to get rejected more times by this man (lol), if I will find a home somewhere finally and gift myself that HOME that I need so much. I am alone. But also not. But also am.
Life is very exciting for me... Will I go furthermore in my hermitages, will I focus in my art for long, will I focus in my training, will will will. Will I ever be able to sing and move as freely as I paint? It doesn't matter. Will I get better at sharing my LOVE. Ah I am obsessed, perhaps all women we are a little bit obsessed with love, and men are a little bit obsessed with truth.. ... .. who knows about them anyways!!
Little overdid it with the emojis but forgive me please 😏 How about you, how is it going ?
🏡 That decision I took to book this place and come here, was a good one.
💦 The rain though makes everything smell a little moldy, it is only natural and nothing can be done about it...
🌠 I feel good that I have had that experience of the New Year here, the whole experience was amazing.
💞 I too love the people that I meet with here. The owners are a lovely couple, the local guide and cooks who collaborate with them are amazing people. The visitors are peculiar and beautiful and free spirits.
❤ I too love how my man, who isn't mine, but gave me all that attention few days ago, despite the negative tones and everything, I had a chance to feel in that depth once all over and so I am so grateful about that. I don't care how that sounds "toxic". I don't feel that my life is any toxic any longer, I feel free...
☯ I am very happy I have designed and created my Qigong course and it is out there. It is one more step towards creating a good life, for myself and for others. It is really aligned.
🎨 I am too happy of a little painting I have been making. I will show it to you soon. I plan to work on it tomorrow. I think I will work tomorrow a lot, to finish the painting, do the greek voice over of an hour long video and prepare some texts.
I have also begun a video art but it is going to take its time to get ready. It feels very weird but it is a deep one for me.
I feel very uncertain about the future, whether I will manage to go back to China, if I will receive the scholarship, if I will go back to Croatia and get a chance to get rejected more times by this man (lol), if I will find a home somewhere finally and gift myself that HOME that I need so much. I am alone. But also not. But also am.
Life is very exciting for me... Will I go furthermore in my hermitages, will I focus in my art for long, will I focus in my training, will will will. Will I ever be able to sing and move as freely as I paint? It doesn't matter. Will I get better at sharing my LOVE. Ah I am obsessed, perhaps all women we are a little bit obsessed with love, and men are a little bit obsessed with truth.. ... .. who knows about them anyways!!
Little overdid it with the emojis but forgive me please 😏 How about you, how is it going ?
