So today marks exactly 2 years since Soniya distanced herself. What do you feel about it?
So Soniya was my classmate in 1st year of MBA in mid 2023 to early 2024. She was one of the girl who would initiate conversation with me as I was a bit shy at the time and would invite me to sit next to her and even eat lunch with her in Cafeteria🥲🥹 and have phone calls with me too. She even included me in some group assignments and we even went out during our Bengali festival Durga puja in Oct 2023 in our city Bangalore in India. Yeah she is from Kolkata and I am from Siliguri in West Bengal so both Bengali. It was an amazing and memorable outing 🥹😭 and one of the last time I hanged out with a woman. It was fully platonic tho as my main crush was on Anshika at the time. But I messed up.
On 19th March 2024 exactly 2 years ago, when we were in 2nd semester I was in bad mood already as I was being ghosted by another woman on Instagram and I had a crush on this woman Akansha with whom things felt uncertain whether I have any chance with her or whether she had a bf 🥲😢. I was 23 and Soniya was 23 too. So she was sitting behind and as she had to move out, she said me to move but due to bad mood i unfortunately felt she was saying it in a rude tone so I got angry and aggressively tapped my foot on the ground several times and walked out of the class. She was shocked and since then she stopped talking to me mostly. Yeah we had planned to visit Adiyogi in Chikballapur but was cancelled only because of my behavior. Whats good was that despite this she helped me copy during a surprise test 😢😭 so I don't fail it as we didn't know about the test and all others were copying or cheating except me as I was alone on front seat but she still helped me. But yeah our friendship have never been the same again. She still follows me on Instagram and views my stories. I am 25 now and she is also 25 now and I miss that bond. I messed up. I felt emotionally safe with her in 1st year as I was still a bit shy even though my crush was on Anshika. What do you feel?
On 19th March 2024 exactly 2 years ago, when we were in 2nd semester I was in bad mood already as I was being ghosted by another woman on Instagram and I had a crush on this woman Akansha with whom things felt uncertain whether I have any chance with her or whether she had a bf 🥲😢. I was 23 and Soniya was 23 too. So she was sitting behind and as she had to move out, she said me to move but due to bad mood i unfortunately felt she was saying it in a rude tone so I got angry and aggressively tapped my foot on the ground several times and walked out of the class. She was shocked and since then she stopped talking to me mostly. Yeah we had planned to visit Adiyogi in Chikballapur but was cancelled only because of my behavior. Whats good was that despite this she helped me copy during a surprise test 😢😭 so I don't fail it as we didn't know about the test and all others were copying or cheating except me as I was alone on front seat but she still helped me. But yeah our friendship have never been the same again. She still follows me on Instagram and views my stories. I am 25 now and she is also 25 now and I miss that bond. I messed up. I felt emotionally safe with her in 1st year as I was still a bit shy even though my crush was on Anshika. What do you feel?
22-25, M
