I am still hoping for the positive for this year like it happened in 2023 and 2024. What do you feel?
So yeah as you all know 2026 have been boring and stagnant so far as I am freshly done with my MBA and still searching for a job so currently having no structure. In 2023 and 2024 when I was having MBA classes, I had several arc like moments. Like the long 7 months crush on Anshika in my class in July 2023 to Feb 2024 and it felt intense and I was fully into her but was still shy 🥲😬. I would post about her on this site too but that butterflies feeling and all is unmatched and she called me cute too🥲🥹. I also had a mini-arc like moment with this woman Soniya who was my classmate too and we are both Bengalis and went out during Bengali festival Durga Puja in Oct 2023 in our city Bangalore in India. Then early 2024(Feb to May), I had massive crush on Akansha who was literally the prettiest in our MBA campus and it felt so thrilling to approach her and talk to her. Then in mid 2024 this arc with Dimple was very dramatic as I was 23 and I freshly overcome my long term shyness🥹🥹. Even though it only lasted from August to Sept 2024 as she distanced herself, it felt memorable like we talked in person for 10-11 days but I had to visit my hometown Siliguri in West Bengal for 8-9 days and that's when she unfollowed me on Instagram😢😭 and everything felt dramatic and I remember my life still felt socially rich.
Even early 2025 had some arc like moments as I was doing this internship in this edtech startup especially when I met this girl Amanpreet who was so similar to Dimple as both are Punjabi but from the city Jaipur, both being introvert, having decent height and cute so I remember feeling emotional🥺😢 and excited to get to know her even though I couldn't as she was too reserved. I also met this girl Swati who was amazing and friendly and we would talk daily but the connection didn't continue and damn that's long conversation with this another girl Roshini was so memorable as she herself gave her number😮🥲. I was still cold approaching foreign expat women in UB City mall too but my social life was still rich as I was in the internship and had people to look forward too just like I did in my MBA campus. But now I am 25 and still searching for a job so mostly relying on cold approaching women in daytime Cafes, upscale malls like UB City and 1MG lido and in youthful areas like Church Street. Even though I had great interactions with amazing foreign expat women who have been super friendly too, they have been one time often and more episodic🥲🥲. Plus Instagram chats with women too doesn't feel that fulfilling anymore 😢😢 as it's just not the same like those MBA cafeteria approaches. So I am really hoping I get a job really fast as I gave several interviews and earn well, have a happy life and meet women (especially 21-30 age range but up to 35 is okay too) soon and have these arc like moments like I had with Anshika, Akansha, Amanpreet etc maybe a crush, maybe a friendship, maybe a date😅😁. This way I will be fulfilled and won't need to always cold approach but I will still cold approach in weekends 😂😁as that's the only way I can meet and socialize with foreign women as most Indians don't share the same circle or workplace as expats here. So yeah. Hoping to have such memorable moments again.
Even early 2025 had some arc like moments as I was doing this internship in this edtech startup especially when I met this girl Amanpreet who was so similar to Dimple as both are Punjabi but from the city Jaipur, both being introvert, having decent height and cute so I remember feeling emotional🥺😢 and excited to get to know her even though I couldn't as she was too reserved. I also met this girl Swati who was amazing and friendly and we would talk daily but the connection didn't continue and damn that's long conversation with this another girl Roshini was so memorable as she herself gave her number😮🥲. I was still cold approaching foreign expat women in UB City mall too but my social life was still rich as I was in the internship and had people to look forward too just like I did in my MBA campus. But now I am 25 and still searching for a job so mostly relying on cold approaching women in daytime Cafes, upscale malls like UB City and 1MG lido and in youthful areas like Church Street. Even though I had great interactions with amazing foreign expat women who have been super friendly too, they have been one time often and more episodic🥲🥲. Plus Instagram chats with women too doesn't feel that fulfilling anymore 😢😢 as it's just not the same like those MBA cafeteria approaches. So I am really hoping I get a job really fast as I gave several interviews and earn well, have a happy life and meet women (especially 21-30 age range but up to 35 is okay too) soon and have these arc like moments like I had with Anshika, Akansha, Amanpreet etc maybe a crush, maybe a friendship, maybe a date😅😁. This way I will be fulfilled and won't need to always cold approach but I will still cold approach in weekends 😂😁as that's the only way I can meet and socialize with foreign women as most Indians don't share the same circle or workplace as expats here. So yeah. Hoping to have such memorable moments again.
22-25, M