Damn I opened Instagram and saw she looks so beautiful in her post. What should I even do?

So this post is about Anshika who was my major crush during my 1st sem of MBA in July 2023 to Feb 2024. So I was 22 and she was also 22 and I liked her but as I was still a bit shy, she only initiated conversations with me 🥲🥲. She even called me cute and I gave her chocolate twice but due to my shyness, I could never really make a move on her which kinda still makes me feel regret 🥹😭. She is a beautiful North Indian woman from Lucknow in India and I am from Siliguri in West Bengal in India but she is only in Bangalore for 2.5 years whereas I have been living here since 2008. So she just went to this place Varkala in Kerala with her friends for the vacation of festival Holi. She took pics and she posted them on Instagram and she is looking so pretty. She even kept one of that pic as her Instagram profile pic.

But idk why I wish we were still classmates 😢🥺. I finally talked to her in Nov 2025 during our MBA convocation day and eventually said her she was looking cute 🥹 and surprised her with my new confidence but it sucks that it was the full goodbye to our MBA chapter 🥺😭. I wish I showed this confidence when we were still classmates in 1st year of MBA. We were no longer classmates in 3rd semester of MBA in 2024 due to us taking different specialization. Now I am 25 and she is also 25 and honestly seeing her Instagram post made me feel like I still missed out on creating a close bond with her 😢😭. I remember when I had crush on her, I would wish hugging her but the most i could do was pinch her cheeks. I wish I could meet her again maybe in Church Street where most 20 somethings hang out in weekends but it requires luck. Her Varkala trip pics on Instagram is making me miss 2023 when we were classmates and I had crush on her 🥹🥹. What do you feel?

Heroisthebest25 · 22-25, M

@zombiex8 Because we are done with our MBA so we don't share the same environment or structure anymore so we don't get to meet like we could in class. She works in a different workplace within the same city.

zombiex8 · 26-30, M

@Heroisthebest25 Forget the consequences. You aren't gonna meet her often anyway. Tell her everything. Atleast you won't have the burden of I wish I told her. Expect nothing just say.

Heroisthebest25 · 22-25, M

@zombiex8 On the graduation day in Nov 2025, I did talk to her and complimented her finally but thats it. Idk why I still worry about messaging on Instagram. Like I worry what will she think if I suddenly message out of the blue like that.